"HANGING
OUT WITH GOD" - THE FAVORITE PASTIME OF REV. CAROLYN
Carolyn's
H.O.W.G. - Star Date - July 12, 'o6
BOO
Buddhu
is a "scaredy dog." (And I can't spell his name
correctly.) In "Heart Talk" last week, I massacred it.
Let me try once again: "Buddhufius". It is a
conglomeration of Buddha, Hindu, Sufi, and Jesus. No wonder he is
eccentrically frenetic. (Buddhu is my little rescue doggie - a
Malti-Poo.)
Well,
he was thrown away by his previous owner and arrived in my life the day after
Sinjin (my soul-mate poodle) died. (He was named "St. John the
Poodle" - "Sinjin" for short. A British compilation of
"St. John.")
Buddhufius
sports the illustrious nickname of "Boo." More in keeping with
his personal Mardi Gras mystic society - "The Blessed Order of
Buddhufius." (Known affectionately as The B.O.O.B.'s)
Boo
is afraid of the cat, a thirteen year old Himalayan (crotchety old lady) named
"Gabriella"
-
"Gabby" for short. (Should be "Crabby")
This
morning he wouldn't walk across the living room into the kitchen because the
cat was in the hall.
Actually,
I understand fear; have compassion for it. I once experienced it
so profoundly my body went into shock. I prayed frantically:
"God, please help me."
Hard-headed
me couldn't be still long enough to hear God say, "Child, you're fighting
windmills." (Don Quixote reference) (Windmills are akin to
phantoms.) "The only Reality is Me."
Or,
in everyday language, "Shut up. You are creating so much mental clamor
you can't hear or understand the simple Truth." (It was
actually said more gently. More like, "Calm down - I'm
here.") :o)
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Carolyn's
H.O.W.G. - Star Date July 13, '06
Revelations
Wow!
A flash of insight just floated by. Can I capture it?
C.
D. is playing, "Surely the Presence of the Lord Is In This
Place." Some do not realize that is what Jacob exclaimed after
his other-worldly dream/vision of a ladder (spinal column) that extended
from earth (root-1st chakra) to heaven (7th chakra); and angels (kundalini
- shakti- nerve fluid - Divine Ideas)) ascended and descended.
However,
that was an old revelation (to me). (Though a good one.)
Came
home from Class last night with a headache and had a sleepless night. (No
angel activity.) Now, I'm groggy. But what I caught a glimpse of
- my revelation - was pure Emmet Fox teachings. I've
"wrestled" with this headache just as Jacob "wrestled"
with the angel at the brook right before his consciousness-changing
revelation. His new "name" (nature, awareness) was now
"Israel." Meaning, Is = Isis, the great female goddess of
Egypt; Ra = the male Egyptian sun god; El means
"of god." (El was also a powerful Canaanite god.)
"Israel"
then, esoterically, would signify the mighty forces of God coming into balance
(female/male) in one unified vibration. But I have known that for years,
too.
What,
then, was the "flash?" This: Only what one knows
and accepts (believes) as "real" can be "real"
(exist) - for us. (Oh, Emmet! You're so smart!) I've
"known" that, too, but not always really "known" it.
(Ha - being intimate with it. In the Biblical sense, you know.)
Thus,
it's obvious that on some level of awareness I accepted the
concept of headacheness. (Or, I did. Headache is gone now.)
:o)
Encore:
Lexophile
- Lover of Words
I've
been called a "Word-Weaver." Pretty term. That's 'cause I
flirt with words; make passionate love to concepts and ideas.
Hot
stuff, that!
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Carolyn's
H.O.W.G. - Star Date - July 15. '06
Too
many answers in life are not being questioned.
It
has been said that "love conquers all." Is love, then, a
warrior? Take the concept of "Jihad," meaning a holy war.
It is a misnomer. "Holy" and "war" are not
synonymous. They are at opposite ends of the spectrum.
As
water douses a fire, Love douses the rage of the un-lovely. The presence
of Love fills the space with sweetness; with melody and gentle smiles. No
battle, with all of it's strong, militant, self-righteous passion ensues.
What
Grace. To comprehend by "spiritual osmosis" how Spirit
works. In me? Yes. I want it! For others? I must know
it. They may then realize that Spirit fills them and thereby know
what is needed. I don't need to try and direct their thoughts. My
job is to know Spirit is there.
"Does
God require 'day labor' yet deny light?" - John Milton
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Carolyn's
H.O.W.G. - Star Date - July 16, '06
Just
read on A.O.L. about "honor killings" in Turkey. Or, the
forcing of women to commit suicide because they brought "dishonor" to
their families. (Some of them simply flirted with a boy.)
Oh,
why can't they see how they dishonor themselves with their
false pride and brutish egos? How shamed they should feel for
their stupid prejudices and antiquated beliefs.
The
words of the gentle Master still echo - "Thou shalt love. . . .
." (One can finish the sentence by saying God, then neighbor, then
self.)
No
wonder the Earth sheds tears and complains with storms, floods, earthquakes,
volcanoes, and global warming. She is begging the people to
listen; to wake-up - while they still can. Yet, I wonder, are the
"straws" of hatred, fear, mistrust, and revenge (false pride) causing
"cracks" in the camel's vertebrae?
We're
long past the time of "Straining at a gnat and swallowing a
camel." (I always thought that was a comical example - that Jesus
was making a "funny" when he said that. But he sure hit the
nail on the head.)
Those
prideful misguided souls may well "choke" on an excess of
"camel meat." Or suffer a "fate worse than
death" - re-incarnate as an abused female (in a world
full of volcanic testosterone). Oh Yeah!
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Carolyn's
H.O.W.G. - Star Date July 18, '06
Where
is the "fun" in funerals? Well, maybe not fun, but there can be
joy and laughter and celebration. Certainly a more enlightened way of
looking at things.
Such
was the case at Jack's funeral service yesterday. It was the first time
that I had attended, or spoken at, a Baha'i service. I found it to be
deeply spiritual, and considered to be a celebration of his life. There
was remembrance, laughter, song, and prayers in Arabic and Persian. There
was a gift of a rose for each one attending. Impressive.
I
found the Baha'i community to be very sweet and sincere in their
presentation. It is what the Buddhists would call a
"Sangha." The mystical number of three. In the Buddhist
tradition (not the Baha'i) there are the three: The Buddha (The
Enlightened One); The Dharma (the way to realize enlightenment); and the Sangha
(the spiritual community which comes together for support and
encouragement.)
In
Christianity, it is the Father, Son, and the Holy Spirit. Or, as
Jesus said: I am the Way (by my example you can find the
way), the Truth (the enlightened one), and the Life
(the Sangha - the living of one's deepest convictions and beliefs).
In
metaphysics it is Mind, Idea, and Expression. And in Mysticism it
is Spirit, Soul and Body.
In
Truth, it is All One. The ancients called it "The Dot", which
radiates as (and into) all else.
Impossible
to adequately articulate such deep truths; almost foolish to try.
Encore:
Another
sunami - 500 souls left the earth en masse. Earth beseeches and weeps.
They don't seem to "see."
Saw
Al Gore's movie tonight: "An Inconvenient Truth."
Inspires
me to climb on my soap box - but to what avail? "There are none so
blind as those who will not see." - Matthew Henry
(It
is, after all, an inconvenient truth.)
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Carolyn's
H.O.W.G. - Star Date - July 20, '06
It's
raining on the west side of the house, and there is a ray of sunshine peeking
through on the east side of the house. My Mama used to say that when the
sun shone through rain that "the devil was beating his wife."
Mama was so descriptive and colorful in her idioms.
As
Jesus said, "'The devil' is a liar and the father of lies."
(John 8:44) An apt translation would be that the whole concept of an
actual "devil" is untrue (a lie) and as a father produces seed
after his own kind (DNA), the humongous "lie" of false belief (belief
in the appearances of the world of form) begats other fears and scary
imaginings. That kind of "hell" we have all been cast into - in
this life - on occasion. Have sometimes assumed "squatter's
rights" and taken up long-time residence.
Is
there a way out??? Of course there is. Shall you not know it?
Do you not know it? (Bet you do) Just be still - and
listen. Your heart will tell you what is true. With each beat, it
will whisper, "God is." (As we say in Unity - "and
all is well.")
"I
will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert." (Isa.
43:19)
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H.O.W.G.
is a message I receive from the wondrous pleasure of "Hanging Out With
God."
Thank
you for the many good comments. You are loved. :o)
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"Look
unto me" is the sacred edict. - Emma Curtis Hopkins, High Mysticism